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Monday, 6 September 2021
Saturday, 4 September 2021
Technically Broken
I’ve been battling with multi tech fuck ups, right across the board & I’ve been getting very overwhelmed & I’m not really competent to do anything at all computer wise as I seem to have a really bad deep trauma right on tech trouble, literally it’s burning my nervous system to try & solve. Complete meltdowns.
As a result I’ve been trying…… to achieve a couple of ostensibly simple things…… but literally it makes me so ill…..so
I just wanna go back to analog everything, camera, recording equipment & godamn cd’s to enjoy owning music ones self again, but of course that can’t happen.
So, anyway, I’m just accounting for a certain quietness on social media fronts. I had wanted to upload my harp video to (my little false name, non political) Instagram which is already on here (first post I think) thx to a very old YouTube account, which I can no longer access, for reasons, I couldn’t ever begin to explain.
Erm, I have a copy of that video on my back up drive but then it’s power supply died, I replaced that & now the video is sitting uselessly on a big old iMac that isn’t seeming to back up to iCloud in any intelligible or reliable way. It’s achieving kind of sporadic link up like on just pagan holy days or something.
Essentially everything is a mess to do with iCloud & I’m too demoralised to pay for professional help right now.
So that’s screwed with my autistic/ocd need to finish up the past before feeling able to look at anything new, future recordings or videos, sad but true, my brain is not ok, tech is a big issue.
Not letting tech frustration kill me is totally my top priority. I would happily not do anything with vid, photos, recording ever but it seems a shame when I can play 3 instruments ok enough & sing not to create some sort of content……
Hmmm we may see, or we may not.
Thursday, 2 September 2021
Yuga- Chopin Encore
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