Sunday, 17 April 2022

My Boys are 12

 My Boys are 12 today 



Working out with the boys that I’ve been single for nearly 12 years….. 😅
I may have retired tbh bar canines, though smaller saner female canines are in my future me thinks
Still the boys have been epic, dangerous, precocious, impossible, relentless, unpredictable, reckless, tiring, lots of fun, crazy, emotional, difficult, cuddly, consolation & then some 💗♥️💜💗♥️💜 we were made for each other 


ADHD as a Disorder of Self Regulation & Executive Function (Dr Russell Barkley)

 


Oh my this is fascinating & really explanatory but I’m sorry Dr B I’m going to issue my own counter to your pro pharmaceutical message. If stimulant medicine helps normalise executive function in ADHD then using natural alternatives as needed will work just as well with less problems/less insult to the body imho, this is just how it works. Pharma, to make profits has to make patents, natural molecules are unpatentable so generate no interest or research from Pharma Corps. If Pharma can make it nature has been there already & it will be much much cheaper without shareholder dividends. 

I’m just updating with a comment about sugar. Dr’s comment about sugar on this I believe is rather unhelpful. I’m bigly anti-sugar generally but the less refined the better obviously, some of those mineral rich raw cane juice sugars are ok, I’m big honey head, since my teens, it’s my main carb I think embarrassingly…. 😊😋 real raw single hive honey preferably. 

So that said -  brilliant insightful short video that describes the ADHD inability to act. “You can know stuff, but you won’t do stuff” - so helpful to have this described so clearly 🙏

The Not Evidence Basedness of soooo much Mainstream Science

 


This is so superb in so many ways - it sums up the conflicts of interest & general untrustworthiness of Big Pharma that’s had me avoid pharmaceuticals myself for 4 decades. I absolutely do not think I would be here today had I dabbled with the mainstream suggestions for all my extensive 3 syndrome deep mental health problems.

The contraindications for Bipolar & ADHD & the medications recommended for each would have been a disaster. I was regularly offered SSRI’s which i refused as I was instinctively terrified of them for good reason as they would have triggered a Bipolar High with likely hospitalisation *at best*. 

I was so suicidally depressed that the risk of worsening, or the risk of worse rage would have been fatal, that’s how perilous my position felt. I’d read about suicides who had recently started or stopped SSRI’s & it was not worth the risk. As I say, for a person with Bipolar SSRI’s usually means psychosis & hospitalisation so….no. The fact that this stoic refusal is essentially why I went undiagnosed & unsupported for so long is absolutely criminal imho.

Love Russell - it’s so deeply heartening to see this level of exposure of corruption reach such a big audience - awesomeness 🤓😎

Binaural Beats Cooler Cousin - Isochronic Tones- Binaural Beats Geek Article

https://www.binauralbeatsgeek.com/isochronic-tones/

Another Excellent Article 

Here’s the introduction- EXTRACT 

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Isochronic Tones: The Beginner's Guide

Isochronic Tones are the newest kids on the block in the world of brain wave entrainment. They can help you to deeply meditate, relax, feel awesome and expand your consciousness - quickly

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Binaural beats have been around for decades. Single toned isochronics are fresh off the street! I've been using them intensely for 4 months and the results are *very* promising. I'm experiencing stronger, faster and more enjoyable effects than with binaurals.

A year ago no one had heard of isochronic tones, and now everyone and their grandmother are calling them everything from the "strongest BWE technology ever" to (my favourite) "binaural beats on steroids".

This article will:

-introduce you to binaural beats' cooler cousin
-explain the differences between the two
-detail the benefits you will get from using isochronics
-help you make your mind up whether to try them out
-and point you in the right direction.

A Quick Recap

In case you're new here (welcome!), I'll do a 10 second roundup:

Isochronic tones are a form of brain wave entrainment. This means that you use isochronic tones as a way to entrain your brain waves (which means to have them all working in the same way, for example slowed down to the slow, low levels of alpha brain waves).

The benefits of this are varied – you can expect anything from a sense of deep relaxation and peace; to increased happiness and creativity; to vivid visualizations and *big* ideas. 

They are lots of fun, totally rejuvenating and don't require much skill to use (i.e. lay down and put headphones in. If you can manage that, you're on your way.

Oh, if you're lucky (or practice) you'll also soon be reaching a state of hemispheric or brainwave synchronization. This is what Zen meditators struggle to achieve for years, and perhaps is best described as a sense of 'total connectedness with the universe'. It's pretty hard to describe, but it feels pretty awesome and kind of awe-inspiring at times. 

(Read this article for *all* the juicy details on this "peak performance" state)

There has been lots of research and studies done which show that binaural beats and other forms of brain wave entrainment (BWE) increase the production of 'good' chemicals in the body, reduce the output of 'bad' chemicals, decrease anxiety, increase well-being and lots more. If you haven't had a look at this binaural beats research I'd highly recommend you check it out.

These are some of the main reasons that people like to use binaural beats and other forms of BWE. Now we'll look at what makes isochronics unique.

Brainwave Entrainment for Mood, Concentration, Anxiety etc

 https://www.mindamend.com/brainwave-entrainment/isochronic-tones/

Here’s an Extract from this extensive article “”

Isochronic Tones – How They Work, the Benefits and the Research

Isochronic tones are a fast and effective audio-based way to stimulate your brain.  Among many of the benefits, they can help improve focus, relaxation, energy levels, sleep and more, without taking drugs or needing any special equipment.

What isochronic tones essentially do, is guide your dominant brainwave activity to a different frequency while you are listening to them, allowing you to influence and change your mental state and how you feel.

The effects can be felt within a few minutes and all you literally have to do is click play and listen.

What You Need to Know About Isochronic Tones

You may have heard of binaural beats which are similar, but an older method of stimulating your brain.  In this in-depth article you will discover:

  • The key benefits of isochronic tones and how they work
  • How isochronic tones are different and more effective than binaural beats
  • How different tone/beat frequencies affect your mental state and the way you feel
  • What frequencies do what, and what to look out for
  • Are isochronic tones as effective when combined with music?
  • How to use isochronic tones effectively and how long the effects last for
  • Any potential safety concerns or side effects
  • Isochronic tones and binaural beats research and where to find it

Saturday, 16 April 2022

Hmmm Iso (less chronic) Tones

(Some big successes as well actually, see below) Small personal success, I’ve got the paddle board on the van on soft bars on my own….. this means I can take the kayak on the van if I get help loading & unloading…. For some reason I thought the van roof was somehow concave or convex or wtv in my mind….. it’s not, it’s flat…..duh…. (It is curved inside though …. Lol) So pleased - essentially I can take both water vehicles out on same trip too, again with help loading…. So exciting! 




I’ve definitely had & am having progress with my overall mental health, it seems to be from the Isochronic Tones, I’m definitely less emotionally reactive (from BPD) over small things which is awesome …. & also I’ve been doing what I call practical technical things that I find really hard to focus on (from ADD) finding some of these things somewhat easier to do so woo 😄 hula hula 🥰

And that’s not even the biggest winner, I credit Isochronic Tones (plus some other Binaural Beats, ADHD specific ones) with a whopping reduction in anxiety from always being more than 6/7 out of 10 to having a baseline 0/2 out of 10 most of the time with also considerably less of an excruciating stress rise when I’m triggered…. To say I’m delighted does not cover it….I’ve suffered constant painful anxiety for years, decades….the longest time.

 I found this comment about ADHD anxiety being different from Anxiety Disorders, having different underpinings….Hopefully I will properly research the difference between GAD & ADHD Anxiety at some point but for now this comment rings true.


Also I’ve dropped my anti-anxiety herb Skullcap & replaced with some ADHD herbs which have different actions in the brain/nervous system (Bacopa & Gingko) so I will include them as being part of this positive shift that I’m in.

The research on Binaural Beats & Iso Tones does not recommend it for those with Severe Mental Illness, that’s a disclaimer that you can take that with a pinch of salt if you’ve ever been screwed around with by mainstream medicine for MH reasons & suffered, which is nearly everyone & if you are ready to take responsibility for being conscious of trusting your perception of how things affect you then this is absolutely for you. 

All natural alternative health things have the bare minimum of research because the big money for research is tied up with big profit pharmaceuticals. But you knew that. 

Saturday, 9 April 2022

My New Fav Binaural Beat Video is really Isochronic Tones (oh yes it is)

 Oh I dig this one soooooo much I can’t take it off…..


I can’t copy & paste the video bio but it’s definitely well worth reading if you click through & watch it on YouTube.
Also I wanted to mention the one I liked the Deep Delta with Alpha Binaural Beats one with the ADHD warning very quickly became annoyingly slow! And the 14hz ADHD relief one was & still is really really helpful 😊🥰


New Lipstick (shallow I know) Neurodiversity (in at the deep end)

 

New Mad Lipstick - I can’t get any more of my absolute favourite MAC lipstick 4eva as it’s discontinued, in fact I’ve bought 2 on EBay that were definitely not genuine & smell like heavy metals (to me, I’m pretty sensitive to smells) so I sent them back but I found this dupe for MAC 4eva by a much cheaper brand called NYX I think…. It’s 4£ & smells good n harmless & it’s close enough, though I like to add a little Matte Royal by MAC which is strong matt blue just because…. 🙌💜








Also trying the lip colour with head bands colours - I’m unnaturally attached to my headphones aren’t I, my surrogate something. 🥰🤔♥️

When I said earlier my “long suspected neurodiversity” I thought that may have been confusing, I’ve always felt like an unusual thinker, for the longest time, I was into Yoko Ono as 11…. I was unusual…. But I never suspected ADHD, not seriously. Also, I don’t see BPD & Bipolar as being Neurodiverse, though I bet some people do, I see them as straight up damage to the nervous system & emotional regulation structures of the brain……I see them as damage, repairable damage. I questioned GP etc re ADHD since 2015 because post high that year the inability to concentrate, short term memory was abysmal, & it’s taken me ages to get back to something workable tbh….. and then that repair has left me with more or less the original state of more subtle Inattentive ADHD that I reckon I had as a child before the BPD element took over & doubled up on extreme things….. & then the Bipolar with longer & longer depressions etc etc…. So yes, it’s good, really good to have made this progress in diagnosis (self diagnosis ADHD) & I’ve been doing lots of ADHD repair work & I feel very positive about where this all will take me….. 😊