Sun in the 12th House

Just when you thought I was a bit sciency, aha!

I’ve been into full chart natal astrology for over 30 years, on & off, for relaxation, as a psychological self development tool, recently I have been enjoying reaching into the subtle vibes of the asteroids, there are lots of fun & sexy asteroids to play with …… leave now if that’s a cause for consternation, I’ll show you my constellations if …….lol

I’m with my friend poet Matt Harvey in saying that Astrology really shouldn’t work but it does very often seem too.

So, if I did make an album of music ever, it might be called Sun in the Twelfth House because the difficulties I experience related to this seem often rather overwhelming. Then there’s my Pisces Rising to a negligible Aquarius Sun, bravely resisting Pisces by mere seconds….. still I sometimes get the benefit of the Uranian lightning bolt in my manner. The 12th house is about madness, institutions, hospitals, prisons, the subconscious, the mythic underworlds, a lot like Pisces, ruled by Neptune….there’s way too much Neptune in my astrology all round.

To literally add insult to injury I have the wounded healer Chiron right there in the 1st house of Self & identity, representing a deep, karmic wound to my sense of self, add that to an underworld Sun & Pisces Rising & you may sense a predicament.

Chiron exactly conjunct Venus in the 1st.  Deepest wound is to most intrinsic sense of self, low self esteem in expression of creativity…… no shit Sherlock 😬

Chiron always hurts, wherever it is in your chart, if it’s aspected, the other planet can offer an avenue to healing, Venus Chiron makes love relationships, even platonic friendships sometimes, very painful, untenably so mostly in my experience. I love so much it hurts but isn’t that the mega abandonment issues, the easy co-dependency & addiction that BPD reliably evokes.

I’ve got Mercury on the Ascendant, loosely conjunct Chiron/Venus, what a mess…… kind of denotes ready intuition, psychic abilities &/or madness….. it’s feels a bit lose faith all yea who enter here to me……. a capacity to describe the subconscious, the emotions……an instinct for psychology.

So grand trine in water signs from Chironated Venus to Jupiter & Neptune himself…… more bloody intangibility.

Literally only music then…… I must play today…..