New Mad Lipstick - I can’t get any more of my absolute favourite MAC lipstick 4eva as it’s discontinued, in fact I’ve bought 2 on EBay that were definitely not genuine & smell like heavy metals (to me, I’m pretty sensitive to smells) so I sent them back but I found this dupe for MAC 4eva by a much cheaper brand called NYX I think…. It’s 4£ & smells good n harmless & it’s close enough, though I like to add a little Matte Royal by MAC which is strong matt blue just because…. 🙌💜
Also trying the lip colour with head bands colours - I’m unnaturally attached to my headphones aren’t I, my surrogate something. 🥰🤔♥️
When I said earlier my “long suspected neurodiversity” I thought that may have been confusing, I’ve always felt like an unusual thinker, for the longest time, I was into Yoko Ono as 11…. I was unusual…. But I never suspected ADHD, not seriously. Also, I don’t see BPD & Bipolar as being Neurodiverse, though I bet some people do, I see them as straight up damage to the nervous system & emotional regulation structures of the brain……I see them as damage, repairable damage. I questioned GP etc re ADHD since 2015 because post high that year the inability to concentrate, short term memory was abysmal, & it’s taken me ages to get back to something workable tbh….. and then that repair has left me with more or less the original state of more subtle Inattentive ADHD that I reckon I had as a child before the BPD element took over & doubled up on extreme things….. & then the Bipolar with longer & longer depressions etc etc…. So yes, it’s good, really good to have made this progress in diagnosis (self diagnosis ADHD) & I’ve been doing lots of ADHD repair work & I feel very positive about where this all will take me….. 😊
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